"X (걸어온 길에 꽃밭 따윈 없었죠)" is the seventeenth track on ChungHa's first studio album Querencia
[Verse 1]
eodiseonga neon nareul jikyeo bogetji
어디선가 넌 나를 지켜 보겠지
From somewhere you'd be watching me
jikiji motan yaksok modu da ijeun chae
지키지 못한 약속 모두 다 잊은 채
Unkept promises all forgotten
ijeya naneun jejarireul chajaon geot gata
이제야 나는 제자리를 찾아온 것 같아
Finally, I think I found my place
dacheotteon mundeuri nal hyanghae modu yeolligo
닫혔던 문들이 날 향해 모두 열리고
All the closed doors now open for me
[Pre-Chorus]
nal dudeurineun bulppit
날 두드리는 불빛
Knocking on me, the lights
boratbit tteollimdeul
보랏빛 떨림들
Violet tremors
nal ttureojige cheodaboneun nundeuri nal
날 뚫어지게 쳐다보는 눈들이 날
And eyes staring at me
kkumkkuge mandeureo
꿈꾸게 만들어
Make me dream
[Chorus]
i jariga nal mandeun ge anya
이 자리가 날 만든 게 아냐
This position didn't shape me
georeoon gire kkotbat ttawin eopseotjo
걸어온 길에 꽃밭 따윈 없었죠
No flowers on the path we've taken
geudaega noa beorin nae soneun
그대가 놓아 버린 내 손은
My hand you let go of
(You know you messed up, boy)
‘ijeneun annyeong’ insaga dweeo
‘이제는 안녕’ 인사가 되어
'Now farewell' is now a greeting
heundeullimyeo sarajeo gayo
흔들리며 사라져 가요
That waves and disappears
daeul su eomneun goseuro
닿을 수 없는 곳으로
To a place that cannot be reached
[Interlude]
You should've loved me at my worst
Now you just watch me on your TV screen
[Verse 2]
deudieo jigeumi nae shiganiramyeon
드디어 지금이 내 시간이라면
If this is finally my time
dalkomhan soksagimeun da geodweo juseyo
달콤한 속삭임은 다 거둬 주세요
Take back all the sweet whispers
on sesangi nal beorigo tteonagal ttae
온 세상이 날 버리고 떠나갈 때
When the whole world leaves me
geudaeneun seonmyeonghago gakkapge isseo jweoyo
그대는 선명하고 가깝게 있어 줘요
Be clear and near
[Pre-Chorus]
nal dudeurineun bulppit
날 두드리는 불빛
Knocking on me, the lights
boratbit tteollimdeul
보랏빛 떨림들
Violet tremors
nal ttureojige cheodaboneun nundeuri nal
날 뚫어지게 쳐다보는 눈들이 날
And eyes staring at me
kkumkkuge mandeureo
꿈꾸게 만들어
Make me dream
[Chorus]
i jariga nal mandeun ge anya
이 자리가 날 만든 게 아냐
This position didn't shape me
georeoon gire kkotbat ttawin eopseotjo
걸어온 길에 꽃밭 따윈 없었죠
No flowers on the path we've taken
geudaega noa beorin nae soneun
그대가 놓아 버린 내 손은
My hand you let go of
(You know you messed up, boy)
‘ijeneun annyeong’ insaga dweeo
‘이제는 안녕’ 인사가 되어
'Now farewell' is now a greeting
heundeullimyeo sarajeo gayo
흔들리며 사라져 가요
That waves and disappears
daeul su eomneun goseuro
닿을 수 없는 곳으로
To a place that cannot be reached
[Bridge]
naega deureogal jariga eopteon geurimeul nan
내가 들어갈 자리가 없던 그림을 난
The picture that had no room for me
oraettongan barabogiman haesseotji
오랫동안 바라보기만 했었지
I stared at it for a long time
geuttaeneun matchul suga eopteon
그때는 맞출 수가 없던
Couldn't piece together back then
seulpeun jogakdeuri nalkaroun kallari dweeonne
슬픈 조각들이 날카로운 칼날이 되었네
Those sad pieces are now sharp blades
galgo galeun kallo yuryeongcheoreom
갈고 갈은 칼로 유령처럼
With sharpened knife, I cut away
nal ttaradanideon ni heunjeogeul modu jallanae
날 따라다니던 네 흔적을 모두 잘라내
The scars of you that followed me like a ghost
saesari doda kkaekkeutaejeo ga
새살이 돋아 깨끗해져 가
Filled up clean with new flesh
machi amu ildo eopseotteon geotcheoreom
마치 아무 일도 없었던 것처럼
Like nothing ever happened
[Chorus]
i jariga nal mandeun ge anya
이 자리가 날 만든 게 아냐
This position didn't shape me
georeoon gire kkotbat ttawin eopseotjo
걸어온 길에 꽃밭 따윈 없었죠
No flowers on the path we've taken
geudaega noa beorin nae soneun
그대가 놓아 버린 내 손은
My hand you let go of
(You know you messed up, boy)
‘ijeneun annyeong’ insaga dweeo
‘이제는 안녕’ 인사가 되어
'Now farewell' is now a greeting
heundeullimyeo sarajeo gayo
흔들리며 사라져 가요
That waves and disappears
daeul su eomneun goseuro
닿을 수 없는 곳으로
To a place that cannot be reached
[Post-Chorus]
You gotta love me at my worst
If you want me at my best and you had it all
I gave my all to you
I gave my all to you
You gotta love me at my worst
If you want me at my best and you had it all
I gave my all to you
I gave my all to you
[Interlude]
You should've loved me at my worst
Now you just watch me on your TV screen