idk how ppl has so much energy or passion to butthurt at every single thing
it is annoying plus tiring
that's why ppl who are mentally ill gets tired easily because emotions need energy 
at the other side ,they keep trying to suppress emotion at work 
- is this even healthy? 
i prefer having balance 
maybe i am quite emotionally unavailable but i am trying to be more outspoken to fix it 
idk how ppl must have strong feeeling towards anything .most of the time ,i just feel neutral
