“Not Barbie” is a track from the EP Lips On Lips that celebrates self-acceptance and breaking free from the need, often self-imposed, to mold and bend and break oneself to fit outside standards. “I’m glad that I’ve had those moments and I understand why I did, but once you find self-acceptance you start to celebrate your imperfections, and that is true beauty,” Young says.
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LYRICS
[Verse 1]
All these rules don't fit
And sometimes I wish I wasn't in my skin
So I could blend in
I felt a shame layer by layer
Looking in the mirror like it's not fair
Fuck that, I'll be me
[Pre-Chorus]
Used to dream about the day I'd
Make a lot of money just to change up
Hiding all the pain behind my makeup
Makeup don't really fix a thing
[Chorus]
Even if I don't look like what they show me
They can never judge me 'cause they don't know me
I won't change, won't change, not sorry
I'm good, I'm good, not Barbie
I don't need to apologize 'cause I'm different
Everything I got is mine, I'm so gifted
Won't change, not sorry
I'm good, I'm good, not Barbie
[Verse 2]
All these magazines
Page after page and no one look like me
'Cause we ain't the same
I used to be so afraid
Tryna play a role I can't explain
Now I finally see
[Pre-Chorus]
Used to dream about the day I'd
Make a lot of money just to change up
Hiding all the pain behind my makeup
Makeup don't really fix a thing
[Chorus]
Even if I don't look like what they show me
They can't ever judge me 'cause they don't know me
I won't change, won't change, not sorry
I'm good, I'm good, not Barbie
I don't need to apologize 'cause I'm different
Everything I got is mine, I'm so gifted
Won't change, not sorry
I'm good, I'm good, not Barbie
[Bridge]
I'm not, I'm not
No, I'm, no, I'm not sorry
I'm not, I'm not
No, I'm, no, I'm not sorry
[Chorus]
Even if I don't look like what they show me
They can't ever judge me 'cause they don't know me
I won't change, won't change, not sorry
I'm good, I'm good, not Barbie
I don't need to apologize 'cause I'm different
Everything I got is mine, I'm so gifted
Won't change, not sorry
I'm good, I'm good, not Barbie
[Outro]
Oh, oh
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Oh, oh
Yeah, yeah, yeah