Hey, don't start this blame game on yourself.
It never ends well, trust me
Also, if you feel like it would be best to leave, I would like to tell you that you are a beautiful, kind, and thoughtful person. I need to tell you that.
I think though that this guild is "unofficially disbanded"
No one posts here barely, and we don't talk to each other that much...
I was thinking of also leaving the guild, to be honest