Oof. He has a extremely special ability to touch people’s hearts with the music he creates, and it’s truly on a different level. I listened to this song and it really broke me and made me feel some type of way not only for him, but I could also relate on so many levels. I haven’t experienced something like this in such a long time.
Jesus. I’m an emotional mess. It really made me reflect on some of my own life relationships, and the lyrics hit home. Despite how sad it is, I’m really thankful to be able to listen to it in a sense..? Because it makes me realize that I can’t give up no matter how hard life, situations, circumstances get. And if my personal drive isn’t for someone else, then it’s for myself.
Ya know tbh, lately’s been pretty hard for me, with a lot going on from pressure, depression, anxiety, being turned on by my own family because they don’t “approve” of me being gay, going through a rough breakup after months with someone who I really thought was “different then the others”. And it all kind of hit me at once when I listened to this song. It’s hard always putting up an exterior like everything’s ok all the time, and this made me start to embrace my struggles, and to fight them rather then ignore them all together.
TLDR: I feel a sense of healing, and I want to say thanks to Chan for making such a gorgeous song.