I'm really curious because I barely talk to anyone.
I'm honestly so bad at keeping contact and maintaining relationships. So bad that I just stopped trying to make friends a long time ago. I don't have a best friend or even just a close one, I don't think I can handle the 'responsibity' of having/ being one. I don't think I'm mentally and emotionally stable enough to support someone.
I've been struggling with this ever since. I 'disappear' for days, weeks, months, my worst was 2 years. My resolution last year was to talk to my few "friends" at least once every two weeks but I failed lol. I talk to them once every few months now. It honestly gets pretty lonely sometimes