y'all i thought i was gonna be stable and okay because i survived the two songs that usually make me cry (I Need U, Save ME) and they did not perform the two songs that always make me full on sob (Epilogue: Young Forever, Spring Day). like i was all smiling during Home and Mikrokosmos bc i though i was gonna make it through a concert w no crying.
but what i did NOT anticipate was Namjoon's speech.
now, i can't remember the exact words because i am in... shock?
but i remember this clearly:
"I promise that someday, we come back, I'll be even better I'm 30 or 35 or 40 what the fuck. I love you, and I'm so blessed to have you here, thank you for being together for this historical for me in my lifetime, I will forever remember this, I love you."
and then before that he was talking about "what if they don't like me anymore?" and "what if i'm too old to do this?" absolutely killed me. literally sent me into a puddle of tears. like full on crying so hard i choke lmao wtf is wrong w me.
thank god for Yoongi's speech about his instincts and him feeling like a stadium tour was in the future fr bc that cheered me up quick but jfc those speeches hit different.
and then the ending: "See You In Seoul. March 2022"
I KNEW THEY WERE GONNA DO SUM SHIT LIKE THAT I FELT IT IN MY BONES
hype af though bc their stadium tours usually start there hehe 
