Allkpop Confessions thread

I miss some of my friends.

Sorry 'L', I never told how much I loved you, and now you are gone, I've never seen you again since you change from our school, I kinda miss you smile. 'E' was like our enemy at that time, and her brother was such a prick lol, those were THE days.

I miss you 'M', dude I wish we were still in contact, I'll never forget you, hope you didn't forgot me too. If it wasn't for you, 'A' and 'G', my last high school year would've been horrible, thank you guys, for everything.

We also had some good time 'GB', but unfortunately after I started to do those courses I didn't had much time left to meet you, so we slowly began to distance ourselves.

And also 'V', you were aaaaaawesome too, the only person I ever knew in real life that also liked Kpop, if I recall correctly you liked Twice and 2NE1, and we both liked CL. You left our class out of nowhere, no one knew why, but we were all really sad, seriously, we (including me) missed you so much.

'V' I know that I would make those jokes with you, and you didn't liked some of them (I could see that, but idk, guess I was just retarded back then) but I still kept doing them, I don't think you left because of me, cuz if I remember, you began to speak less with the people on our 'group', and started to follow those other guys that I didn't like (also due to your crush on that other guy 'D', probably).

Gosh, there was even a time that we had an argument, we sat close to one another, so next day I asked 'R' if I could get his seat instead, I was a total imbecile.

On the outside, after you left us, I looked normal, but on the inside I was sad, I lost a friend, you didn't talk to us anymore, I felt abandoned.

I didn't had any "romantic" interest, I just felt down, you were so cool, I missed you sincerely as a friend so much, really.

Guess you were just trying to get away from me after all, I don't blame you, sorry.

But after some time, that you wasn't even talking to us anymore, the news came, you had left our class, I was really really sad, because at that point we weren't even talking, it also seemed you were straight out ignoring me, so, to finally make matters even worse, you left.

Thinking about the things that happened maybe I was the reason you quit, omg I'm feeling torn apart rn, sorry, I should've talked to you, idk reached out to you, I didn't do that because I thought you were so mad with me, that even my messages you would ignore.

I probably destroyed even more her self esteem, and her psyche, I was a monster.

I accidentally found her instagram recently, maybe I should talk to her, say that I'm sorry, or maybe I should just let the past, in the past.

If all those things I said are right, I wouldn't want to be close to such a person within in a 100km radius, I would never want to see that persons face again, and even worse like receiving dms from it.

I just wanted to take this out of my chest, thanks if you read this, don't commit the same mistakes I did in this life, if you don't have friends (real friends), you don't have nothing, and now, I miss them alot, because they are gone.