my story if you feel like reading it
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I am ex muslim current agnostic , and I live in muslim majority country .
I am keeping my agnostic state and leaving islam to myself , basically hiding it and fake being muslim and wear hijab and all cuz I dont want to be out cast from the society I live in .
but I keep getting into fights with my family and people online , cuz I speak against black magic and jan creatures muslims believe in their existence , something like the holy ghost for christans but muslims believe they are like people live in communities and multiple and some them live with us but live in dirty places like bathrooms , so when muslim step in bathroom s/he must say some words to be safe in the bathroom like charm to protect them of evil Spirit .
all this ok and I can pretend I agree with them and I believe in that nonsense and all , but the thing about black magic and how someone can like take picture of someone and write some words on the picture and bury it in graves can cause actual harm to that individual , is something I just cant pretend to go along with it , and you know what happen will I say I dont believe in magic they always say how can you not believe in black magic it mentioned in quran , prophat mohammed got harmed by black magic .
I feel if I agree to this and went along with their Bullshit I will loss my intelligent and became dumb and ignorant .. it exhausting to keep living double life and lie just to fit in .
