how to live with the fact that you are cursed?

    ppl keep saying luck does not matter if u work hard but that's nonsense


    i have been working hard all my life till i wrecked myself


    i fainted several times from overworking


    but what do i get besides being pretty and getting good results?


    i do not have connection to even get internship


    people do donut money and help to me because i am pretty but some ppl still think i am a scum because i am from broke family


    ppl like to think i am lazy all because i am broke


    i am tired of being lectured.ppl who are worse than me would frown at me as if they are better .what else u want from me? huh?


    everyday i would meet some unfortunate stuff all because i am broke from being chased by crazy dogs when waiting for bus ,losing my bus card ( i have no money in wallet ) ,getting trolled by companies while asking for job ,meeting all kind of bad people,having crazy family etc etc


    i am tired of being alone .many ppl think i am cursed too


    all i want is just a decent life with decent salary :clown:


    ppl say i would be alright since i am smart , good in various language ,pretty etc .they look highly on me


    but all i want is death lol :claps:

    i do not need friend - i guess


    i just want decent life so that i could get a great bf and quiet life


    i am very ambitious so i think that my success is very important


    i rather kill myself than being broke forever


    i kinda feel inferior -which is why i dont wanna have friend


    ppl would look at me weirdly when i struggle to pay for meal etc

    or maybe i am not really outspoken which is why ppl think it is easy to bully me


    yea ,i have depression and anxiety

    Quote from nanako_daniel

    or maybe i am not really outspoken which is why ppl think it is easy to bully me


    yea ,i have depression and anxiety

    Aw...I suffered depression years ago. I was even suicidal and attempted a couple of times to you know....end it. I also had no reason to live.


    But after overcoming all that, I realized if I end my life, that is it. I have no second, third, fourth and so on chance to make my life better. I'd rather struggle, fail, learn a lesson and try again instead of quitting.


    That experience made me stronger I guess. It used to bother me when people say something bad about me, but now I don't give a crap. When you start to learn how to love yourself, you will realize you shouldn't allow people to treat you like trash.

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    Aw...I suffered depression years ago. I was even suicidal and attempted a couple of times to you know....end it. I also had no reason to live.


    But after overcoming all that, I realized if I end my life, that is it. I have no second, third, fourth and so on chance to make my life better. I'd rather struggle, fail, learn a lesson and try again instead of quitting.


    That experience made me stronger I guess. It used to bother me when people say something bad about me, but now I don't give a crap. When you start to learn how to love yourself, you will realize you shouldn't allow people to treat you like trash.

    so how u recover?


    but not everyone gonna have happy ending lol .most ppl just stay broke forever lol


    it is not abt being talked by others but abt success - nobody gonna give u chance for success etc if they dont like u lol


    most ppl only stan rich ppl

    I'm was also poor before. I can't even wear a decent pants or shoes. I went to school with only 1 pair of shoes.


    People around me expect me to fail but because I am too stubborn, the more they want me to fail the more I want to be successful.


    People doesn't need to like you. You just need to work hard, stay focus. I used to work 15 hours a day and had little sleep. But now, I'm in a better position.


    Besides being rich doesn't mean being happy. It's not how much you have but how happy you are with what you have.

    u want me to end up bedridden? i am having tons of illness because of overworking issue already

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    I think you missed my point. I am relating to you what I experienced before. As I sad I am in a better position now. I used to work so hard I felt like a zombie. But it wasn't worth it. I earned a lot from working a LOT but it didn't make me happy.

    i guess there is something called work smart


    but it is useless when u are cursed like me :angryr::omgr:

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