i can't sleep like i said and yeah if you wanna talk i am here
4am and i can't sleep, so let's chat
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i can't sleep like i said and yeah if you wanna talk i am here
are u okay
Have u had your date yet
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are u okay
Have u had your date yet
Nah the date is on thursday
So you need to be a bit more patient
I'm not, but i guess that's okay
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Nah the date is on thursday
So you need to be a bit more patient
I'm not, but i guess that's okay
what happened
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what happened
it kind of hit me that a friend of mines gone
Her funeral was last week and i didn't realize that it needed almost a week to hit me
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it kind of hit me that a friend of mines gone
Her funeral was last week and i didn't realize that it needed almost a week to hit me
wow, that’s tough
Wanna talk about it
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it kind of hit me that a friend of mines gone
Her funeral was last week and i didn't realize that it needed almost a week to hit me
sometimes it happens like that, sometimes you think it'll happen right away and it doesn't so you think maybe i am okay and then BAM it hits you
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It's 6 pm for me and I have insomnia so there isn't really anything I can do but recommend melatonin if it happens often
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Do you need a hug
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it kind of hit me that a friend of mines gone
Her funeral was last week and i didn't realize that it needed almost a week to hit me
That sucks. I hope you feel better. Definitely give yourself space and time to grieve.
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Do you need a hug
I said the same thing :-D
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wow, that’s tough
Wanna talk about it
Yeah.. I think so
It just doesn't make sense
She only got notified that she had cancer 3 months ago
I thought she'd make it, i really did
Maybe i was too naive or opimistic
I awlays thought i expect the worst, but i didn't expect this.
And i got informed 3 days later, as i called the hospital so i could visit her, cause she could only have 1 visitor a day because of covid.
No one cared to tell me
It just fucking annoys me that i couldn't say goodbye.. And thank you..
Fucking keeps me awake
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Do you want a hug? 2xy.png
I do
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sometimes it happens like that, sometimes you think it'll happen right away and it doesn't so you think maybe i am okay and then BAM it hits you
Yeah i thought i am okay. I really did
But i am not, i am devastated
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Yeah.. I think so
It just doesn't make sense
She only got notified that she had cancer 3 months ago
I thought she'd make it, i really did
Maybe i was too naive or opimistic
I awlays thought i expect the worst, but i didn't expect this.
And i got informed 3 days later, as i called the hospital so i could visit her, cause she could only have 1 visitor a day because of covid.
No one cared to tell me
It just fucking annoys me that i couldn't say goodbye.. And thank you..
Fucking keeps me awake
u might fell guilty at the fact that u didn’t see her before she died
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I do
*hugs*
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All the internet hugs. I'm so sorry about your friend! It's okay to not be okay. Sit with the feeling, acknowledge it, name it, and just let it move through you. It sounds stupid, but it works. It's okay to say to yourself "I'm sad, and that's okay".
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u might fell guilty at the fact that u didn’t see her before she died
Yeah... I know she wanted to see me but i was so caught up in work
For what?
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are u okay too
U can have a hug from me
I am okay but i like hugs
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Yeah... I know she wanted to see me but i was so caught up in work
For what?
I know it’s hard to lose someone
Don’t feel bad
It okay that u got caught up in work
Don’t blame yourself too much
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i am so so sorry
I hope i didn't bring up unwanted memories
It's just easier for me to talk to the internet rn, cause i live on my own and yeah it's 4 am
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Yeah... I know she wanted to see me but i was so caught up in work
For what?
can't let that guilt eat you up
gotta let it go
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All the internet hugs. I'm so sorry about your friend! It's okay to not be okay. Sit with the feeling, acknowledge it, name it, and just let it move through you. It sounds stupid, but it works. It's okay to say to yourself "I'm sad, and that's okay".
I am so bad at grieving
Normally i would just push this feeling into a corner and keep myself busy
Don't know why it came over me now
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I am okay but i like hugs
You are adorable
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You are adorable
And beautiful, don’t forget
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I said the same thing :-D
yeah but the OP's a dude and valenttina is a girl...
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yeah but the OP's a dude and valenttina is a girl...
Are you sure i am a girl?
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I know it’s hard to lose someone
Don’t feel bad
It okay that u got caught up in work
Don’t blame yourself too much
In her last message she promised me to meet up when she gets out of the hospital so we can grab some cake and coffee,
she already knew she wouldn't make it when she agreed to my plans
And at the funeral i was tied shut... To see her mom grieving and breaking down after she has lost the last family member made me feel like i wasn't allowed to cry or be in pain
It just felt awful
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yeah but the OP's a dude and valenttina is a girl...
I'll still hug him, I'm a hugging person
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Are you sure i am a girl?
I am sure you are
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Pals before gals right?
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I am sure you are
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Are you sure i am a girl?
I am sure you are
well valenttinna meet my friend minsoo...
minsoo meet valenttinna
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In her last message she promised me to meet up when she gets out of the hospital so we can grab some cake and coffee,
she already knew she wouldn't make it when she agreed to my plans
And at the funeral i was tied shut... To see her mom grieving and breaking down after she has lost the last family member made me feel like i wasn't allowed to cry or be in pain
It just felt awful
maybe that’s why it took u a while to feel it
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well valenttinna meet my friend minsoo...
minsoo meet valenttinna
I have an harem Minsoo
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well valenttinna meet my friend minsoo...
minsoo meet valenttinna
Lol dude
Good to have you here hahaha
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