What is something you want to own but can't get yourself to buy?

Seasons greetings. All my years in K-pop I've wanted one but I can't buy online so

a desk lamp

I havent found one that could work in every scenario I need it so....

i want a car

but

-expensive

-i cant drive

-i hate drivers

-i hate roads

-actually you know what i just hate cars
+ my eyes legally do not allow me behind the wheel

but my childhood dream was to have a car w/ an underglow like in need for speed underground 2 for the xbox

from least to most expensive

a new eyelash curler (no idea which will fit me eyes)

a sleeping wedge (seems expensive for what it is)

a star tracker (very expensive)

Hot rollers. I LOVE curling my hair and I think hot rollers would be a great solution so I could just put them on, and do whatever else I need to do in the morning while I get ready. But I don't even have the storage space because I have SO many other hair tools and always end up grabbing for my straightener anyway.

A backpack specifically made for my notebook and work-related books and tools. (●'◡'●)

I've been waffling on buying a Le Creuset cast iron, because it's very expensive, but I can't stomach the idea that we've been sold on disposable cookware. So I'm trying to make my current cookware last as long as possible and not think about how much nonstick coating I've probably consumed...